November 30, 2003

• i was looking through some old writings on my computer desktop and i found this…

  
  

  12:46:17AM 2003 13, January.

  
  

  Today was a good and sad day. Good cause I saw Max, and sad cause tonight will be my last night here in Upland, Ca for more than 2 months.
  I was going to see 25^th hour with Lisa and Sonya, but I’ve been doing a lot of sisterly things with them lately. So I really wanted to spend time with Max cause I haven’t spent that much time with him in a while. We got to just lounge about and talk to each other for a bit, and then later watch a ‘blood work’ (which was a predictable plot) and eat dinner with Max’s grandparents.

  
  

  Mum’s promised to send out the Red Cross after me if I don’t write to her, which the Lil sis and middle sis promised to write me. Lil sis will tell me all about her “war stories” – which is her experiences at the concerts that she goes to. And middle sis has promised to write me, and that’s amazing cause she hardly ever writes her friends that are overseas and/or in the military too. Max isn’t using any pre-written letters for each letter that I write him. And yes grandparents, aunts, uncles (mum has 7 brothers and sisters, dad has 2), I promise to try to write you as often as I can.

  
  

  I feel the xanga love with so many people telling me that they’ll miss me when I got to boot camp. I’ll miss all you xanga people as well.
  And now it’s almost 1 am (1/13) and I’m going to bed.

  
  

  i’m feeling torn just like i did last january. i don’t wish to go.. but it’s my job. i want to stay here in cali with my mom, who needs me.. but i can’t go ua (unauthorized abscence), or miss movement (not being on the ship when it goes underway). both pretty bad things.

  
  

  i’m not sure what max is upto today, but we went out last night. and in about 15 minutes, jason and i are going to see Love Actually… looks like a good movie………

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