Things aren't going as planned!!!!she couldn't call me, she didn't have the time too. She didn't even have time to call her mom...reality check....she ain't in Kansas anymore....bye for now...

my last post here for about 2 months. till then i'll be in the navy's hands, being yelled and bitched at, so Goodbye for now everyone. I’ll see you all in 2 or so months. Take care. and I hope you enjoy max’s updates of my navy boot camp progress.

it was kinda weird last night, sleeping at home, in my bunkbed. i sleep on the bottom bunk, so i get to look at the graffiti my sisters and i made on the top bunk's board. it was quite sad. max said that when i'm in boot camp i'd get a little home sick, but last night i already was. and i haven't even left yet. but i'm fine and i'm very excited about today, and the start of all these crazy boot camp days. max'll tell you all my lovely camp stories while i'm gone.

see you all again at the end of march. chow.

List of people and things that I’m going to miss when I leave for boot camp on monday (the 13^th)...

Parents (dad for his jokes and passion for the gym, mum for being able to startle/scare easily, her motherly advice and nagging)
both grandparents and their humor and knowledge
middle sis and her bossy self
lil sis and her punk ass self
max and his "200 cigarettes" self
puppy and the way she loves me so much (she's my dog skip) *teary eyed*
cousin G and her crazy sweet self. damien and his cuteness.
aunt j and uncle d and their hockey knowledge.
aunt l, uncle e and being so great. noah and his tony hawk.
uncle j and aunt m and their kewl self
uncle m and aunt c and their kewl crazy self
cousin t and her kewl veggie self
tom and his strange knowledge
jen and her kind, sweet, and innocent self
ann and her men-seeker-binoculars
jason and his arrff!
movies
books
people on xanga (just know that i love all you sick, loveable perves).

(time: 4pmish) So for my parent's 27^th anniversary we are all going to the gym. My dad has this obsession with the gym’s aerobics’ class, and we suspect even the instructor. Dad first asked if mum wanted to do anything like go out to eat or something, but she suggested doing that next week. So my dad said then let’s all go to the gym. Joyness..

(time: 7:22pm) ps. i'm leaving for navy boot camp next week. i check in on monday, do the medical tuesday, and leave on wendesday. that's why i'm going to miss all these people.
and the gym was pretty fun, and now it's off to eat this dumpling-tomatoe-sauce-soup then all you can eat chocolate pudding (lil sis made 2 packs while we were at the gym). hehe

You fucking call me a wimp, or a pussy and I'll accept the statement with all honesty.
But shit "siGns" fucking scared me. It was like watching 'Pet Cemetery' for the first time all over again. And I know that to some people (like lil sis, and max who are both making fun of me), they think this was a funny spoof movie, in which you can laugh the entire time, and only be startled by it's suspense. But the fucking thing scared me.
It scared me because I have had quite a lot of alien dreams.. What kinds? Well, they all interlock with each other. But they're mostly like this...
I’m at a park, and I’m looking up at the sky and I see these lights (not stars) everywhere. Some of them are symbols, etc.
Then the next interlocking dream (cause the above scared me to where I woke up) is where, after seeing the lights, I look down and there's a bunch of people lying down on the floor. Some of these people are dead. And this one guy looks at me and says 'they're coming.'
Then the next dream is where these aliens kidnap me, and we're on a ship. And out on the sea area there's these wells where these aliens have pet dolphins being eaten by eels.
So I ask you, is this just my subconscious playing fucked up tricks with me? Or are the aliens communicating with me? I know that the people working on the "clones" right now would say it's the latter.
Monday’s movie time with Tom was pretty fun. We saw ‘Greek Wedding’ = good movie but I don’t think that Windex can cure everything. And yesterday was a good day too, cause I saw my best bud, Max, even if we had to watch 'Willow' so that I can recover from 'sIgns.'
And so today I had a goodie all time shopping for my parent’s 27^th anniversary (which is tomorrow [the 9^th]. got them 'dumb and dumber' and 'one fine day'), then attending the Navy’s delayed entry meeting, and then going out to dinner with my folks, lil sis, and dad’s ‘rents. It was quite a good day today. And a good week so far minus the crazy weather: 70 mph winds, hot one day, cold the next, and this weekend it's supposed to rain - right at the time my relatives come over for a small bon-voyage.
Also Max has agreed to give you people monthly little updates of my lock-up time in boot camp.

and some humor here (some thanks to sister)...
the xmas cake (that i could've used)
female? shemale? i got 13 out of 16
swinging boobs (almost looks like someone i know)
i make my sister want to shout
Micheal Jackson's babies
Poopie List
this is where i've found the whole new line of barbie dolls

UGLY BITch.. NO LIFE.. AT ALL.. don;t EXPECT anyone to be like you.. ! so just care and have some LIL emotion BITCH!
Posted 1/6/2003 at 2:09 pm by KaNoNyMoUs

This is quite funny. I bet you it's Krazy_Gurl_For_U at least she's living up to her name. LMAO I left a comment on regulators about one of Krazy_Gurl_For_U strange blogs where she mentions that the entry isn't a story and that it's real. I'd link the entry here but she's deleted the entry and all other new ones, and left a blog bitching about regulators and people that criticize her.
So that just had me busting out laughing that someone would take good time out of their life to make an anonymous site that would only be later linked back to her.
Anyway. So I guess I’m leaving Wednesday. My recruiter told me today that I check in on Monday at the base, then on Tuesday I take a shorter medical exam than the one that I took last April when I first swore in. then on Wednesday I leave.
Yes, I’m getting excited. My friends and family are getting anxious too, but mostly sad. Funny thing is that dad said that his folks weren't sad when he went to the army, but now they're sad that I am. Poor dad. I’m going to miss everyone when I go.
Today I’m going to see a movie with Tom (brother that I never had). Maybe we’ll see chicago or my big fat greek wedding. oooo pictures from New Year's concert (still have the bruises) might be developed by now. goodie.
And I'm such a ding-a-ling. I forgot to tell you all the t-shirt I got, and whom my sisters and I saw on New Year's Day (after the concert). I bought Good Riddance's t-shirt that says their band name below George W. Bush (with his eyes censored). And the back says deny everything.
Mum suggested that I not take that shirt with me during my 4 years in the Navy. Mums. ahhh. More motherly advice even when I'm 26 years old. hehe.
And thank you everyone for the touching words (besides anonymous) you've left on my blogs. getting teary-eyed. You guys are sweet.
And btw, I'm gonna ask Max if he won't mind making little posts on my blog just to let you all know that I'm still alive in boot camp.
But untill I leave on Monday the 13th (for the hotel - which I don't have a laptop computer so I can't blog while I'm going through my medical exams) well untill then, I can make my own blogs and lovely comments.

Xanga isn't excepting my bravenet counter. damn the john.

Less than 9 days till boot camp. Tomorrow my dad's family is coming over for a family dinner and to say goodbye to me. So that means I have to clean my room. eekkk....

Max thinks that I’ve been spending all my money. But really, yesterday I just bought one DVD, and J.D.'s Hard Cola. *Yuuummmyyyy*
the DVD is  "pulp fictions' collectors edition." And I exchanged 'Reservoir Dogs' 10-year thing for 'True Romance un-rated directors cut.' All lovely movies. But sis got the same Reservoir Dogs' movie that I got, so that's why I exchanged it.

The other day I watched 'Big Trouble' (funny movie!!!!! love it) and 'triple x' with some friends (who rented both those movies as well as thriteen conversations about one thing' and ' Eve's Bayou') 'triple x' was not that good. I thought that 'Extreme Ops' were better. In 'triple x' I knew the ending within 45 minutes. The special effects were kewl to watch, however unrealistic circumstances.

Yesterday I rented 'the sum of all fears' (good suspence. don't know what clancy was thinking to hiring harrison instead of afflick. wouldn't of worked. even if afflick was a little overacting some cases), 'Dueces Wild' (good movie, but a little like 'the outsiders' and 'rumble fish.' Interesting thing, Matt Dillon is in all three of these movies) and 'the sweetest thing' (only saw the first 5 or so minutes, but was distracted). Also the 'Black Hawk Down' DVD, which I already own. I rented it so that way I can get the booklet that's inside the DVD.

So I've been trying to clean my room and watched 'the sum of all fears' with my folks, who thought it kinda weird that the timeline of the movie was 2002. Therefor they questioned when the harrison movies time took place. And mum and I went grocery shopping at Hell-Mart, which she gave me some more motherly sound advice...

btw. weather news flash.. to all you easterners, here's something to be more zealous of...

weather report for upland, california this week...

Today	Tomorrow	Mon	Tue	Wed
Mostly Clear High: 71 Low: 46	Mostly Sunny High:  76 Low: 47	Sunny/Wind High:  81 Low: 43	Mostly Sunny High:  70 Low: 41	Partly Cloudy High:  66 Low: 40

So how am I going to prepare for Great Lakes January weather.

Mother’s wisdom:
Never buy your grocery food when you're hungry. If you do, then you'll end up buying more food than you'll eat in the future.

Once upon a time ago, Michelle had an awesome camera. It had an automatic flash, easy to use stuff like timer, battery section, film section, and rewind. But all that changed when she let her sister (who bought the camera for her no less) turn the timer on for her. The camera went crazy. The kind and thoughtful sister opened the film section, instead of turning on the timer. Michelle then looked at the film (still in the camera) to see if it was ok, but the film slightly came out. So thinking that it’d be all right, Michelle gently put the small amount of film back in it's place. The camera was then closed, which sister thought that the film should thus be rewound. But when aforementioned person pressed the rewind button, the film jammed. Sister decided to then open the film, and take the film case out. Thus a new chain reaction started and the film broke, keeping some of the pieces inside of the camera.

Don't you just love chain reactions.

That’s right, my camera is now busted. The New Year’s Eve concert was pretty kewl. Voodoo Glow Skulls, Strung Out, Face to Face and Good Riddance was awesome. Pennywise was all right, there must have been some sort of tech problem with the mics or Jim’s voice was really fucked up. And my sisters and I had a good sister togetherness that night too. The damages to my camera, and a few bruises on lil sis and I was the only downfall. But the bruises aren’t that bad; sis just has a couple on her arms, and I have a bruise on both my knees. And I've taken a picture of my bruises as memorabilia. Bruises happen when you go to a punk show, and do a little mosh-pitting. I was able to sneak in a disposable camera, but it didn’t have a flash. I’m going to send those pictures to get developed today. So maybe by this weekend I'll get them posted.

Yesterday was a laid back day. I went to the gym with my expired membership card and worked my butt off. I swear though, that place is becoming more and more like a dating service.

And so today I think I’ll go do some shopping. Of course, I have to vacuum house, and other stuff mum asked me before she went to work. Drats. But later on tonight at about 8pm, I’m going with my middle sister and eldest cousin to a disco club. It should be a kewl night, cause it’s with some crazy wild people after all. LOL.

Sunday we’re going to have a little dinner-get-together with my dad’s family. We might go out to Vince’s or something. And then next Saturday (the following weekend) mum’s side of the family will be coming over. So these outings are my fam saying bon-voyage to me. Ahhhhhhhhh… heheh.

10 more days till naby’s boot camp. Dang. Time goes by. But I’m excited, and just a little nervous.

Fucking New Year, the time when everyone can be fooled to make New Year’s resolutions, because they’re idiots to not think of these resolutions before hand.

I obviously have no new year’s resolution because I’m doing all the things that I “wish” I can do: travel (thanks to the navy), go to as many concerts as I can (this year I’ve gone to at least 4 concerts with A LOT of bands in each concert, i.e. tonight has 22 bands), fix my class’ grades (English class is now an A- instead of a D, and oceanography is now a B instead of a D). So you see people, I’m getting off my damn ass and doing something about my heart’s desires.

And then there’s the world is coming to an end prank. Remember New Year’s 2000? It was such a crock of shit. Although I must say that I had a lot of dreams that involved aliens. Wait a tick; I get those kinds of dreams whenever New Year’s comes around. *Twilight Zone music*

Anyway, my sisters and I shall be going to San Diego’s Sports Arena this afternoon (about 1:30pm) to see 22 bands play. I’ll personally sneak in a disposable camera, so that way I can take pics of Pennywise, Voodoo Glow Skulls, Homegrown, Good Riddance, Face to Face, Strung Out, etc etc.

Have a good fucken piss drunk New Year everyone.

Top 10 Dog Pet Peeves About Humans

1. Blaming your gas on me. Not Funny
2. Yelling at me for barking. I am a dog you idiot.
3. Taking me for walks then not letting me check stuff out. Exactly whose walk is this anyway?
4. Any trick balancing food on my nose. Stop it.
5. Yelling at me for rubbing myself on your carpet. Why did you buy carpet?
6. Getting upset when I sniff crotches of your guests. Sorry but I haven't quite mastered the handshake thing yet. Idiot
7. Any haircut that involves bows or ribbons. Now you know why we chew your stuff up when you are not home.
8. Taking me to the vet for "The big snip", then acting surprised when I freak out every time we go back.
9. Dog Sweaters (my uncle got one for his brown spotted Dalmatian. poor thing)
10. The sleight of hand, fake fetch throws. You fooled a dog! What a proud moment for the top of the food chain you nitwit.

eminim is corrupting my 7-year-old cousin. when he told me that he was grounded for trying to download eminim's 8 mile, he acted like it was no big deal. the kid has been taking lessons by my sisters and i (especially lil sis) cause we can manipulate our folks pretty good. but this kid has it made. 7 years old, and he's already trying to download the 8 mile. the song or the movie, i don't know. the kid didn't even know. he said that he was trying to download the 8 mile, which probably was the music, unfortunatly the download program didn't seem to complete itself or something. and his rents found out later.
then on xmas eve he tried to use his charm and get me to play an explicit lyrics cd. i knew better. so i just played him a "secret cd." a band that he doesn't hear that much of, but one that does have the explicit on it if he fought me... what i played was We're In This Together by nine inch nails. the song doesn't have any cus words in it. a song of N I N without cus words, amazing isn't it? and i was smart and never told my cous who the band was. he did ask "is it that NIN (pronounced it as n-in) band?" i said no, and refused to tell him the band of course. very tricky i know.
but shame on eminim for encouraging 7-year-old kids to try to download his albums. at least bands like N I N has songs without cus words, and violence (yes, the song i chose didn't have any sort of violence). shame on eminim. the guy has no morals.

and ya, i had a good christmas, minus the knot in my back. and i luckly didn't get that much of a hangover friday from so much wine, and sleeping for about 5 hours or so. hehe

And please don't forget about how i'm re-writing some of my ol' short stories...

A Ghost's Dream, Window Shopping, and The Rose

more to come latter.