hey there. i'll be flying to my ship on may 25th (sunday) and the ship is going to australia and a couple other places on it's way home. a friend of mine, who just got off the ship this week, said that the crew is pushing the return date to be moved sooner than mid-july. hopefully it will, but if not than i'll be out there for almost two months cruising the area.

right now i'm back at home for the weekend on liberty (not leave, even though it feels like i still am). till i get to my ship i've been reporting every morning at 0730 then we leave work at 0900 for liberty. so ya, it's still a vacation time for me. LOL.

there's A LOT of guys on base. and the first day i got on base i was spotted out as the newbie only cause there's some regulars that hang at the bowling alley, etc.  and i've got a few guys already swooning over me. i'm such the debil aren't i. mwhahaha...

there is a computer on the base but we've gots to pay.  damn the man. but i will write again soon when i get the chance.

also i got a roll of film i'll be taking to be developed as both a roll and as a cd so i can upload them here...

I Am

Which tarot card are you?

my ship is currently out and won't be back in san dog till about july or sometime. unlike current predictions that the ship was on it's way back, or even already back. quite bummed out on this.
so i'll more than likely be meeting up with my ship within a week. but i don't know yet cause i'll be reporting on wendseday. i'm a little bummed out that i won't be staying at san dog for more than a week.
and so i've got to pack all my clothes, but when i use the rolling method, i pack everything so tightly into the sea bag that it'll get wrinkled regardless. oh well.

i'm very bummed and ticked off right now, for max has made plans for himself today because i was too busy. i had a few things to do today, and he never told me what time he was made plans for us, so there was no set time. i even asked him what time he was planning on taking me out, before i told him the few things that i had to do today. very sucky.

You're a Crazy Chicken...everybody likes
you...you're very outgoing but everybody wants
to be yours...you're my hero
What kinda Chicken are you?

"badges, we don't need no stinken badges."

my dad sent me an email. he was going on about how he's happy that i'll be going to spend the night at grandparent's house on friday. ~ i told grandma that it would either be today if i had time or tomorrow. so i guess dad just assumed tomorrow. and so i just learned yesterday that grandparent's are letting dad stay at their place for 2 or so weeks. also dad said that in the letter today that he wants lil sis, middle sis and i to go and do something with him on saturday evening after lisa works.
i'm not sure if i want to go out with him saturday night yet. i've got too much on my mind right now... like...

in about 30 minutes my old recruiter is taking me to san dog to get my military id card. and then later on this week i have to go find a dry cleaning company that can sew my patches onto my uniforms. i've got to wash some of the other uniforms. and then there's the fact that my utilities are starting to wrinkle in the garment luggage case. it's a garment container. isn't it supposed to keep the clothes from wrinkling? shesh...

i pulled one of my back muscles pretty bad yesterday. don't know how i did it. the only thing that i did last night was watch two movies and eat max's cooked chicken. that was it.
i got a lot of sound advice from max on what to do whenever i feel like i'm being stuck in the middle again. and now i'm going to twist these old recruiters into taking me over to a local base so that i can get a new id to replace the old id that was stolen. whoever took my stuff on friday, i know that they didn't have any regards for stealing from  military personnel because they took my military id for christ sake. at least they didn't take my dog tag. but then again, max took one of them as a keep sake. ahhh...
so now i've gots to go to the bank, probably close the account. maybe open an account with bofa. *shrugs* who knows. they might be better than city bank.
this past weekend i've seen x-men and idintity twice, and i also saw a man apart. and the hulk and pirates of the caribbean previews which were intriguing. but i'm really looking forward to this dvd being released in june.....

world news. shit situation. this is maddening. mom's trying to second judge all dad's moves. and us girls are playing i spy's.
this is the part that i hate. where i should step in and say that i don't want to go and ask dad his cheating lying self centered habbits. i do not want to know why dad thinks that us girls should visit him when he wants, and why he thinks we are ignoring him when we don't have the time to return his calls or emails.
i already know why. he's self-centered. and used to the idea that mom will always be there to bail him out, cook him food, and there will always be a place for him to sleep at night if he's not with his girlfriends or smoking dope. i know that my father isn't a good roll model. i always had a thought that dad wasn't the type to go and listen to whenever you needed help or suggestions. i seriously doubt dad even knows where he'll be living now that mom kicked him out almost 3 weeks.
mom is taking this hard. and it's hard on me cause mum wants me to ask dad all the questions that she can't ask him herself. and i haven't even talked talked to dad. sure i went out to dinner with him, and when i spent the night at my aunt's house with him, we never talked about him and what he's done to the family. we've just talked about me. i worry about dad. but right now, i don't want to talk to him about his cheating ways, or his self-centered attitude, or why he is divorcing mom. i don't want to hear any of his reasons, because they'll be just simply "it wasn't working out with us and so we both decided to end it on best terms." which btw is what dad's been telling everyone already. and he's been lying. he says that, but yet he never once tried to fix it. mom has tried. but the 27 years of marriage, dad has always felt that he was glad to be apart of the family, not the marriage.
so ya, i'm disappointed in dad right now. cause the guy has no morals. and it's kinda funny, cause before i left for boot camp, he gave me this lecture to keep my morals with relationship good, to not be a slut, etc. his fatherly advice, when he can't even live up to his own advice...

anyway...

what i've done lately... well on friday i went with sis and cousen to gameworks, where i forgot my purse on one of the games, thus getting stolen. good news, purse was found. bad news, ids and atm cards were stolen.

i made yet again another site. but trust me people... this site is just a legit site i'm going to be using for my family and friends to look at, mainly so i only have to edit my words in the new site rather than this one...

so in a nut shell this is what i posted...

me in a nut shell...
i'm a californian thru and thru. when i was in great lakes ntc a lot of people could notice that i was a californian, because of what they said: my free spirit. it's good to know that only californians are known for the free spirited people.
great lakes ntc stands for great lakes naval training center. my old a-school. so yes, i'm in the navy. right now i've got 10 days left on my leave.
so far my leave has been going ok. can't complain too much except that my purse was stolen when i went to gameworks. so now i have to get some new ideas and atm cards. sucks.
a unique thing about me, and what everyone at the ntc thought was that i am 26 years old and look like i'm 19.

my relatives are here right now to visit me. my sister just showed me another picture that club beat it put on their web site....

ya, i failed to mention that my parents are getting a divorce - my dad was cheating on my mom.
i had dinner with my dad tonight. the only time he talked about himself is about him wanting to go stay at aunt's house where sis is babysitting cousin, while aunt is away on vacation. my aunt doesn't want my dad at her house cause she doesn't want dad to influence her son....
and dad wants me to stay the night over too... what to do i don't know...

and this damn cold sucks... worst coughs you've ever heard..
so ya it's good to be back home and away from great lakes, il. and really good to be away from the navy, even if i do have to report to my next duty station on the 14th of May.