HAPPY HALLOWEEN FOLKS.

sucks though. while everyone's having fun i'm going to be studying for my class field trip for tomorrow. and another one on sunday. gahhhhhhhhhhh.
well... i might go do something today. hmm.. well one things for sure. my poor sweet 15 year old collie-samolian-labrador (sp? don't care right now, maybe edit that spelling later) well Puppy's gonna be dressed up as a bat again this year.
hehe she looks so cute with her costume.
gonna go around some of xanga that i read and leave you all with a halloween greeting...
and i finally found my halloween colors for this god forsaken site. LOL
so booooo and trick or treat to everyone.

UPDATE: joe isn't passing out any treats so i splated him with an egg. LOL i'm so evil.
LOL. but poor guy is wondering if he's a boring schmoe cause no one's subscribed to him or commented on his site at all.
and another one of my friends subjucted to xanga... LOL. happy halloween everyone...

i didn't get home and to sleep until 4 am. and what happens my dear sweet old dog wakes me up at 9 am cause she needs to go outside.  feck. i need more sleep.
and i have class in about 4 hours for this freakin quiz. gahh....
what i did till 4 in the morning i take the 5th amendment, but just know that it was a reallllyyy good time. k.

oh and btw. i got regulated... scored 13 out of 20. aren't i spechkal. LOL.

*~* Rattlesnakes *~*
Tori Amos

Jodie wears a hat although it hasn’t rained for six days
She says a girl needs a gun these days
Hey on account of those rattlesnakes

She looks like Eve Marie Saint
In on the waterfront
She reads Simone de Beauvoir
in her American circumstance

She’s less than sure if her heart has come -- to stay in San Jose
And her neverborn child haunts her now
As she speeds down the freeway
As she tries her luck with the traffic police
Out of boredom more than spite
She never finds no trouble, she tries too hard
She’s oblivious despite herself Hey

She looks like Eve Marie Saint
In on the waterfront, she says
All she needs is therapy
All you need is love, is all you need

Jodie never sleeps ‘cause there are always needles in the hay - hay
She says a girl needs a gun these days
Hey on account of the rattlesnakes

She looks like Eve Marie Saint In on the waterfront
As she reads Simone de Beauvoir
In her American circumstance
Her heart’s like crazy paving
Upside down and back to front, she says
Ooh, it’s so hard to love when
Love was your great disappointment
Oooh Account of those rattlesnakes
She says a girl needs a gun these days, hey
On account of the rattlesnakes

I want this record realllllyyy bad.

10:15ish am: Mom's recording the parade thing right now.

The music the music I’m so freaking stupid.

Yesterday I was pulling out some hair for two reasons... school. And I heard eminim's latest song (the one for his movie) waaaaayy too much yesterday.
I have listened to the song. Where it pretty much is him admitting that when he first started he had stage fright. Poor guy. But he obviously got over that once he's seen the money he's been banking. And I’m glad that he was able to get out of the "bad streets" and be responsible for his own life. But umm, take it from me; there is no classification of "good streets." i live in a quite town, but yet, i've been mugged, and scared to walk in my neighborhood at night because of these psycho's that live in this town. so it's kewl that he got out of the really bad neighborhood.

i had a great time on sunday. it's awesome to see a team that's never seen, let alone played in the world series. so it's awesome to see baseball players who love the game - not the money, win the championships.

and class was actually pretty descent yesterday. the teacher actually let the class decide what they wanted on the quiz. so my classmates and i chose some pretty easy stuff for the quiz. only thing is is that she's expecting everyone that was there yesterday to ace tomorrow's quiz, cause one we know the questions, two we have the answers in our class notes. pretty easy huh. so i'm gonna go study, and stufffff....

UPDATE: well captivated asked what school I went to >> my local community college. I’m taking a oceanography class right now.
And a little thing added about eminim. i just wish he'd stop whining about how bad of a life he's had. I’m sorry but he's not the only sick fuck that has had a bad life! shesh.

The angel’s won it. Oh my god the angel’s won it. poor barry... LoL.

and i'm so jealous of my rent's and sister. while they were at the game today, they got really lucky when this giants fan gave them each tickets to go watch the players' party. so they not only got on tv yesterday when they were making the announcment for the touphy they showed the sign "we are the champions" sign mom was holding. well when they were at the party thing, they got spezio, lacky, and a bunch of other player's signatures. so jealous. they were there.  so while they were at that party my sister, cousin and i were at downtown disney watching it on the outside big screen. there was sooooo many people there. it took us maybe 30 minutes to get onto the 57 freeway from disney. which it only takes maybe 5 or 10 minutes. oh man.

and damn. i have class today. shot.
well at least i don't have class tomorrow.

Last night was an interesting night. Hmm. Well, I went with a girl friend to Sean's house, and Jason was there

He’s a good kisser, but that's all that happened. Oh but also Sean was striping for us. LOL. But it was gross. Well, see he'd go by himself into the Jacuzzi nakeeed. So he'd flash us through the window while he was outside. Jason was much more conservative.
everyone's going to a party tonight but me, guess that's cause I’m not that good at make plans in advance. Plus my wallet is still at the library; I hope they still have it. *Pouts*

current dream topic: the unexplained part of religion

And what else you ask. Well…
I’m off to the college to retrieve my wallet. But Michael aka knox_velour won't stop talking to me on I’m. It’s funny. He’s hitting on me while he's at work. He works for Claremont’s courier (town newspaper).  He’s a weird guy, but he's shy and not my type. Which is what I keep telling him. But he seems like a descent person to be friends with and then there's his newspaper-magazine that he wants to start... it seems like a good idea. He’s going to get full into with sponsors and such, but I don't know. It could be kewl to just be in the newspaper etc. hmm. But he still wants to use my artwork, and do a little profile on artists like me for the mag. sounds good.
Cheers

Big Balls
(Young, Young, Scott) ACDC
I'm [ever | rather] upper class high society
God's gift to ballroom notoriety
I always fill my ballroom
The event is never small
The social pages say I've got
The biggest balls of all
CHORUS:
I've got big balls
I've got big balls
And they're such big balls
Dirty big balls
And he's got big balls
And she's got big balls
But we've got the biggest balls of them all

And my balls are always bouncing
My ballroom always full
And everybody cums and cums again
If your name is on the guest list
No one can take you higher
Everybody says I've got
Great balls of fire
CHORUS:
Some balls are held for charity
And some for fancy dress
But when they're held for pleasure
They're the balls that I like best
My balls are always bouncing
To the left and to the right
It's my belief that my big balls
Should be held every night
CHORUS:
And I'm just itching to tell you about them
Oh we had such wonderful fun
Seafood cocktail, crabs, crayfish...
Ball sucker

so my Mormon neighbor = heather was there, and guess what she sang? "Big Balls" by ACDC. LOL it was great. i sang "special" by garbage, and "fast as you can" by fiona apple. my sister sang "ballroom blitz" as always, and a couple other songs of course. jen sang. and Jason and buzz were there. j sang "pour some sugar on me". and j and buzz sang "razor love" great night.
song galore huh.  lol

a few of buzz's friends were there all dressed up in preppy hoochy clothes. *rolls eyes* my sis is right. they invented buttons on t-shirts for a reason. one of the girls got a bunch of lap dances from two drunk guys, but i think those guys only did so cause it was her bday.

and the angels' are just bidding their time, that's why they lost so fucking much. LOL oh Colorado won. not a surprise. LOL. but this is a surprise, ducks tied Vancouver? what?! Vancouver couldn't beat them?! hmmm. k.

AND DON'T FORGET TO SAY HI TO MY FRIEND Joe HE'S SICK RIGHT NOW, THAT'S WHY HE HASN'T POSTED UP A NEW BLOG.

I’M SO HAPPY RIGHT NOW. BUT ALSO MAD AT MOM. WELL NOT TOO MAD. I JUST WISH SHE’D TELL ME THESE STINKING PHONE MESSAGES WHEN SHE FIRST SEES ME. SHE’S SO FORGETFULL.
SO YESTERDAY I LEFT MY WALLET AT THE COLLEGE. I DIDN’T REMEMBER WHERE SO I CALLED CAMPUS SECURITY TELLING THEM TO KEEP A LOOK OUT AND STUFF.
WELL THIS MORNING THE COLLEGE’S LIBRARY (god bless them) CALLED AND SAID THAT I HAD LEFT MY WALLET THERE, AND THAT THEY’LL HOLD ONTO IT FOR ME.  SO KEWL.
*SIGH* god bless such good people.
BUT THIS MESSAGE WAS FROM MORE THAN 4 HOURS AGO. MUM *JUST* REMEMBERED TO TELL ME. FOR CRISP SAKES! HOW DO YOU FORGET SOMETHING LIKE THAT?! *shaks head* MOMS. SHESH.
SO YOU'RE RIGHT JOE. THINGS DID WORK OUT. THANX YOU AND EVERYONE THAT SECRETLY CROSSED THEIR FINGURES FOR ME.
OH AND IN ABOUT AN HOUR, I'M OFF TO MEET THIS KNOX-VELOUR GUY. HIS NAME IS MICHAEL AND HE'S WORKING ON STARTING A MAGAZINE FOR ART WORKS. HE WANTS TO USE SOME OF MY ART. MIGHT BE KEWL. WE'LL SEE.

dream topic that you all missed: dolphins and sex; and a blog group

i'm just too kind today. after i have forgotten my wallet at the college you'd think i'd be pulling my hair out. but nope. thanx to joe, and Miss M i'm in such a good mood that i finished my promice to Ambi in making his site. so here's MrAmbivalence everyone. it was actually a releif to work on that site cause it got my mind off my problems.
cheers

btw. angel's are gonna win the series. they just lost today cause they know that i want to go to game 6. LOL
ps joe i'd of worked on your site just as much as i put into the one above if i had as much time that i spared. but we were being rushed at the library remember. so if you want me to continue to work on it, let me know ok

Crazy. Very crazy week. I went to the World Series game last Sunday to cheer for the Angels.
And last night I was at home listening to a very loud TV and mother that spook in a loud tone (not yelling) in order to be heard over the TV.
Monday night I was encountered by a suspicious person that wasn’t talking coherently. I called the cops on him because he spooked out. Didn’t go to class on Monday, but instead I went to the book store for some studying. Joy.
Today… well thanks to yesterday’s headache I am tensed up to the wazoo.
“Learning is our business, your success is our goal.” Chaffey college’s motto on their site.
At college right now. Talking to Anthony while having Joe’s assisting me in typing this. He says that I should say something profound about him. But I think I should leave that all up to him. And Anthony is letting me set up an xanga account for him. joy. so everyone say hi to Joe