Standing True
By: Michelle Masl

I Am a Soldier.
Truth & Morality,
Strength & Kinship,
& Original Personality.
I Am a Soldier,
Many Others Bear
This Same Pride.
Nobody Can Tear
This Strength Away.

 i'm tired right now. the job searching went alright. talked to a few managers, i'll try to go back to them tomorrow and bug them. or friday.

and i went to see my recruiter to tell him that i won't be there for the meeting. he was like "hi, you're umm early *checks watch and clock on wall*" ya, so he told me that the point magu trip this weekend was canceled - which was kinda a good thing cause i wouldn't of been able to go to this group meeting for class friday evening... and then he was telling me all about what i should bring when i go to boot camp in about 2 months. *my how the time has flown by*

chief told me that he couldn't get my job changed cause they navy's more than exceded the amount of females to enlist, which the guy from eddie's recruiting place said the same thing earlier today. but he'll get my quartermaster book (the one that the trainees get when they're taking the quartermaster school), so that i can look and work on the book even before i go to boot camp. this way i can say that when i'm a seaman undesignated, i want to be trained in QM and i've already completed "the book." and they're supposed to be impressed with that. and if i'm gonna be stationed at san diego then the chief will talk to the chief that he personally knows there to tell him to help me out. so that last thing i think is bs but if i work on "the book" at least that will give me a step up and prepare me for what i have to study.

i have to do some sketches for a field trip prodjuct assignment that's due tomorrow for my oceanography class that i just learned today i'm getting a 67% in. shiiiiiiiiit!!!!!!! that's not good. so i've definitly gots ta rewrite that 200 pt assignment, and do these 2 field trip projucts. shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm to tired to do any work right now.

k that was my short quick rant. hmm...... bed looks so good right now....

That poem was for my military friends, I’ll be sending each person a handmade postcard with that poem on it. So spechkal huh.

Right now I’m dressed all business-like looking cause I’m off to apply for some seasonal jobs at some stores that are close by to my house. So I’m pretty much going to go to these stores saying “hi I’m Michelle. Hire me because your company can’t work without me. I’m the best worker you’ll ever meet.” Hehe. LOL. Actually there will also be a lot of these…  hehe.

arggg. and i have class soon. shesh. a girl can't get a break. although karaoke last night was fun, a lot of cute guys were there. hehe

and some recruiter navy guy from ontario (vineyard and g - must remember that so that if i ever want to complain about how bad my recruiters doing then i should go there and they'll help me. hmm i thinks that their calling me cause eddie's [my friend] is a recriuter there, and i've been complaining a lot to him... hmm...) well this recruiter dude is supposidly incharge of things in this area called to ask me some questions.

i'm at the college right now with dear matt = another dear friend subjucted to the xanga journal that i just made for him. hehe.
5. Winter

longs drug store is kewl. they let me rent all of the dvd band of brothers (including the case!) for one night for ONE DOLLOR! [original price about 75 dollors to own] i'm happy now.  one of the rental guys was like we should be charging them for every dvd in the pack individually. but the rental person encharge was like 'i feel like being nice today' hehe.

and yesterday mum got our pictures developed. so now my pictures from the miramar air show air developed all nice and pretty, well maybe except for one picture - i don't know what happened to it, i was trying to take a picture of one of the helicopters and there's this peice of line strud across the center of the picture. oh well. it was just that picture. and it still looks alright.  mom was amazed on how big the b1 bomber was. yupp it was pretty big. *knods head*

and so now it's off to watch the dvds while i do homework and stuff...

btw glad that everyone likes the pics. we went through a lot of hard work for those. hehe

You Are A Juicy Kisser!
Your lips are totally kissable baby, and you know how to use them.
You are the perfect kisser - with the right combo of lips and tongue.
It's important to flaunt it, so kiss early and often on dates!

some more vinyl shots here. max and i were having a lot of fun last night with some of these outfits as you can tell, but there's some more for everyone.  [btw if the site doesn't work come back it's geocities, what do you expect.

today i'll be doing glorious homework, and i'm thinking of going and renting band of brothers or some other movie... hmmm...
last night i asked max if he thinks i can make it in boot camp, he said he's a little worried cause of how my feelings are sensitive and that he doesn't know how i'll take to strangers talking shit to me, when i can't handle my parents shit talks. [give me a break though, these are my parents shit talking me for crisp sakes] so we came up with a theory, listen to the drill instructors shit talks, don't take they're shit talk to the heart, but if they talk about my weeknesses or something regarding something that i can and should change about myself, then do so. etc. ya... very helpfull. thanx max.

Your Sex Position is Sex Swing
Fun. Frisky. With a touch of kink.
It's playtime for you and Mr. Thing -
So strap yourself into this swing!

I’m at Max house right now looking at some david perry. max's has become a perry... (thanx Hybrid_gir for the link - max likes it). so he isn't as mad at me, let alone woman as he was yesterday. don't get him wrong, he still is mad, but he's mellowed out...

so lets see. oh yes, i feel like a complete ass right now. and i'm sad cause max is mad at me, and i am apparantly on his M.A.B. list for a while. i guess i deserve it cause of the ass thing i did last night. i wasn't crazy or anything. i just need to watch the words that be coming out of my mouth from now on, so this is a reminder for me.  but other than that it was a good night last night. watched the movie 'Panic Room' and let me tell ya, i don't ever want to live in a place like that. and ya hybrid, i thought kevin was an alien, how else would he be able to discuss his alienness while being hympnotised.

i forgot to put that my dad went crazy on friday night when our next door neighbors were showing of their novas and ford/chargers at midnight. i don't know if they were trying to race them, but that's what my dad told the police.

and i wish i was watching this: i have 5-10 recorded on tape when it was on cable but i wasn't able to record 1-4 cause i didn't know they were showing it for the second time (after an absence) on hbo until the 5th one was showed... but this is on my wish list...

NOV 9, 1888: Mary Jane Kelly, a 25 year old hooker, falls victim to Jack the Ripper. Mary's face had been mutilated; her breasts had been removed and she had been disemboweled. Her various internal organs were scattered about.

Today was umm, an ok day. i'm feeling a little better. I slept in, but then all hell broke when the bathroom plumbing went to hell, so the plumber had to come over. He was pretty cute looking, and he likes our old doggie. he's crack wasn't showing though.
and then my sister came over, and we've been watching any movie that's on cable. we saw riding in cars with boys - mom thinks that the movie's too long for it's plot. and we saw K-PAX which i thought was pretty good. now it's either hearts in atlantis or the musketeer... hmmm.......
oh and drat i've got school work to do, and i have to go to bed early today, because i'm "preparing to get into a boot camp preferred scheduled sleeping habit".... damn it.

my parents are still on my case right now. but at least they've mellowed out somewhat because of how i'm sick right now. well i'm kinda not feeling good right now, but i'm exagerating it so that i didn't have to go to the gym yesterday or today, and so that i can at least sleep in some to get over this little cold quickly.

so this week has been an interesting week... and it's still clicking. christ.
lets see... monday = school - i was late, tuesday = hell, but i ended up hanging out with rick at the end.. wendesday = went to school early so that i can do some group projuct stuff... yesterday, well i am kinda feeling odd - not sick sick, but my head's feeling all off right now, and so is my stomach. i don't know what it is... hmm. and so i've been telling rents that i'm not feeling good, so they quite giving me their lectures about how i need to start getting ready for boot camp that's two months from now = they're lectures and approach - feeding me negativity will encourage me to turn around and prove them wrong, they've always done that approach. and sometimes it hurts real bad.

so that's that. i'll write more later on maybe this weekend if i'm not feeling beat up and drawned out still... which is why these posts have been so dule... *sigh* i so want to go out and rent a movie or something.. but argg... rent's started talking about renting a movie, then they're like, not right now. *rolls eyes* shesh.

army of me // bjork