October 27, 2003
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And so the fires here in San Bernardino and San Antonio Heights are looking to finally calm down. But when I go to my second home in San Diego County tonight, there will be fires there. It’s quite worrisome, but my family and I are thankfully not too close to these fires; even if we are able to drive 10 blocks up to see the hilltop fires. My nose has been stuffed up and sneezing because of so much ash and smoke in the air. The sidewalks are caked with ash. It looks like a child had too much fun on the sidewalks with the black chalk.
It’s about 9pm right now. in an hour i have to leave the comfort of my mom's home. i talked to dad today cause he left a rude message today. He called me yesterday once on my cell phone, and then today's message was like 'if you have enough respect you'll return my calls.' i don't know where the plural came from since he hardly calls me at all. And if he does it's cause grandma asked about me. Speaking of grandma, I forgot to call her this weekend. Even though it isn't an excuse, I just didn't find time. The real reason is that lately my mind has been absent minded lately. And just to tell my dad's family about how I feel about dad's childish behavior, let alone dad, is just quite hard for me right now at the time.
Half an hour. I don't want to go back to san dog. This sucks. This is crazy. This is crazy. This is crazy. This is crazy. Crazy. And I’ve noticed now how insane I’ve been with my money. I’ve been buying books and cds, when I’ve already got about 50 of these (unread or hardly listened to) at home, and I’m still readying like 10 books.
The rooms look different now that we've got rid of the bunk bed that fell apart cause dad never fixed it. And I would've, but I wouldn't know where to start. So are neighbor's now has the old fallen apart beds, while we have my sister's old beds.
Well.... I’m going to continue to pack up. Hopefully when I get back to my ship I’ll be able to play with the computer there.
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