May 1, 2003

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  hear me know me
  if you want to destroy my sweater

  
  

  it's weird being home... a home that once had a 15 year old dog, two sisters (who did move out before I joined the navy, but they still came over to the house a lot), mom and dad.
  now it's just mom and I. sisters are busy with school, mom's asking me to ask dad where he's going to be living from now on - for he's been just trying to stay at his brother and sister's house even though they don't approve of his actions of cheating and leaving mum. my 15 year old dog died on my boot camp grad day. the only thing that hasn't changed is the house itself. it still looks the same.

  
  

  my cold - it's still there. what fun to be on vacation with a damn cold huh?

  
  

  last night my middle sis and I went to see IDINTITY. that movie was pretty trippy, and weird to see john cusack in that type of film: scary-suspenseful types. I liked it though. and it was good to be with my sister for a bit.

  
  

  tonight, if my cold persists, I'll be going out with mum, and then at the midnight showing, tom and I are going to see x-men 2

  
  

  Lying in my bed I hear the clock tick,
  And think of you
  Caught up in circles confusion--
  Is nothing new
  Flashback--warm nights--
  Almost left behind
  Suitcases of memories,
  Time after--
  
  Sometimes you picture me--
  I'm walking too far ahead
  You're calling to me, I can't hear
  What you've said--
  Then you say--go slow--
  I fall behind--
  The second hand unwinds
  
  Chorus:
  If you're lost you can look--and you will find me
  Time after time
  If you fall I will catch you--I'll be waiting
  Time after time
  
  After my picture fades and darkness has
  Turned to gray
  Watching through windows--you're wondering
  If I'm OK
  Secrets stolen from deep inside
  The drum beats out of time--
  
  Chorus:
  If you're lost...
  
  You said go slow--
  I fall behind
  The second hand unwinds--
  
  Chorus:
  If you're lost...
  ...Time after

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